A BloG Of SoRRows

Sunday, October 30, 2005

sad and shock after hearing e newz tat mrs devan iz goin to transfer to another sch.. thinkin back itz been monthz since i ever cry.. this time i had cry alot.. 1 of e reason is becos mrs devan is leaving.. another reason is becos i had bear with these tears for a long time also.. cos i had been troubled with lotz of stuff tat i did not tell any1.. tellin them is of no used.. all they care is them self also.. so watz e point.. i can take it all by my self.. i can control my self not to cry and this time.. this matter had really let me cry all the way.. she have been with us for 4 yearz and now she is transfering to another sch.. she promise us tat she will teach us next year.. can i ever trust wat ppl say? 天下没有不散的宴席 this line is very very true.. haiz.. with slight fever and cryin think my sickness is worsen.. haiz.. but i really hope tat we can all get together with her again.. for e last time.. whr we can bid her good bye.. maybe we would have a chance when we get our result bax..not sure if i gona get to sec 5 but the chances r not high.. haiz.. now my mind is like a blank piece of paper.. can't think of anything!! WHY!! WHY!! life is not something tat we can control right??? *cry*

| a simple day. 1:11 AM
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

today went to town with si.. seemz like itz been a long long time we went out together.. went to ceni.. then go hereen then go taka.. then at taka we take our lunch.. at the kfc shop we saw 2 girlz then 1 of the girlz tat is a bit bigger in size is peeping on this bunch of guyz tat is from the international sch.. seemz like she is goin to droolz.. haha...she keep peeping at them.. then those 2 girlz start to play poker cardz.. maybe waiting for tat bunch of guyz.. who know while they r playin e group of guyz walk out already then 1 of e girl sayz "aye.. so fast walk off liao wor" lolz.. she could have the chance to see those guyz walk off but too bad they r playin cardz u see.. we know tat the girl cannot bear to see thoze guyz walk off haha.. we had a great laugh.. quite a joke.. but u must be there to get the feel.. after tat we wanna get to far east but too bad.. it rain haha then we cannot get to the place we wanted to go.. then we get to e mrt station who knowz there iz this guyz tat approach us.. but dun think too much..
he wanna sell us the charity ticket.. he had ask if we wanna buy
we say no $$ all spent..
he say " hm..then come gib me a kiss"
our reaction: -_-"
he say " just jokin"
morale of the story: this iz not a funny joke haha...
we settle down at hougang plaza de pool room haha.. i force s hui go play.. cos i wanna play ma..then she also go play lo.. keep sayin tat she is a newbie so i let her put the ball near hole lo.. then she can shoot in easily.. then like tat we walk walk then go home le.. then i online untill now haha...

| a simple day. 2:09 AM
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Monday, October 24, 2005

today i had been woke by smsz.. lolz.. then i start to sms play com then aiai say she brb go eat breakfast then i also nothin to do so i decide to go cook mee and then i eat then i continue to play com and smsz lo.. continue to play and play.. sms and sms lo.. i went to my bed to sms actually wanna go slp de.. but sms sms then my mum cook duck porridge haha.. today eatin so much ducky.. ok then actually wanna go slp de.. but still cannot slp.. my mum come ka jiao haha.. then i ask her anything to do anot i very bored then she teach me how to help her sew some clothes de end lo.. then i was like okie lo.. then like tat sew for 2 hr.. lolz.. hand so damn tired.. she say end of year she would be busy and need my help she say if i help her i can earn some comission from wat she hab earn lo.. call me can dun do cold storage work le.. stay at home help her haha.. but anyway.. i would be working la.. then her thingz if i am free would still help out.. today is do damn bored keep sayin wan to slp slp slp but still haben slp.. lolz.. duno wat e heck am i doin man.. haha okie.. then i am goin mad and more mad.. turning mouldy and old and more mad haha.. so u can read about me.. i am a mad women wor.. today watch tv,play com,eat keep repeating all these stuff... my bone is quite unflexible liao.. stay home too much le..

| a simple day. 1:57 AM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

*deep thoughtz* hm..wondering wat am i thinkin?? just read on.. and u will know more about me..haha.. ppl who read my blog normally r ppl whom r free or they r my friend to check out how am i lately.. but i seldom update so today i had update once for 2 dayz with 2 diff date but updated on the same day.. gone to a hair cut today.. $10.. cheap,fast,nice.. lolz.. they had cut away the place whr my hair dye can be found.. so went back to complaint to my mum.. she let me dye again.. but cannot dye too much.. cos she dun wan me to hab too striking colour as i need to attend sch.. but dun even know if i can get into sec 5 not.. ppl can vote if u think i can get into sec 5 lolz.. dye hair.. may meanz makin my hair die lolz.. but the colour fall out quick too for me.. cos my hair can absorb colour real fast and make colour fade fast too haha.. but anyway.. my job would start at 1.11.2005 duno which outlet of cold storage i would be at la.. still not out yet they say will tell us a few dayz before we start work lo..but hope to get the outlet tat is near my house bax.. as i would not need to travel too far.. and i could get home fast too hehex.. hm.. now i am all confused and vexed.. haiz.. i also duno wat is happening to me.. had the urge to go swim.. play tennis and cycle.. duno y.. lolz.. at the middle of the night lo.. ok i am goin mad... haha.. ok stop here long enough le..

| a simple day. 11:17 PM
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Friday, October 21, 2005

hm.. now i am thinkin back at the dayz whr i just step into this sch and now i am leaving this sch.. through all these years i had gone through alot.. quite alot for me i guess.. had many memories there.. good and bad.. met many kindz of ppl.. talk to them.. quarrel and many la.. but now i think all this would come to an end.. as my sec sch life is gona end soon i guess.. to all the ppl tat had leave memories in my life here is a big thank you.. no matter is my enemy or my friend.. cos i had learn lotz of thing in my sec sch life tat i had neber known.. i really hope all of u would have a better life when u r goin to the next stage of life.. always thinkz tat friend is most important but till now i realize.. family is always more important than friendz.. friendz may not always be there for u. but family would be.. after years i realize even if u r true to friendz they would only make use of u.. ppl would come to u when they need help or they r bored.. thinkin back.. how many true friend have u met in sec sch?? or in ur whole life.. true friendz r hard to find.. but once u meet them.. be good to them.. as once in a life how many true friend can u meet??

| a simple day. 9:49 PM
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Monday, October 17, 2005

okie.. back from mdc lolz.. wonder y i go there is to let sugie sign the Fc de board lo.. when i saw him walkin up i was blur i thought i see wrong person cos he got the bunny tooth in his mouth lo.. then hor.. he walk inside lolz.. haben sign then go in.. at least he take the lollipop before heget in la.. before goin to mdc ruiling and i went to mall to hab our lunch develop some photo then buy comb la.. then meet up mc jo and eileen.. lolz.. complicated relationship between them la.. got mc eileen jo and rui lolz.. then we all got up the bus and went to mdc together lo.. then on the way got a guy board the bus and walk to the end whr we r sitting at.. rui find him familiar lo.. then she think and think guess who izzit.. she think tat is the guy who is selling the chicken cutlet at mall.. the shilin street snack tat 1 lolz.. i was laughing untill my tears are gonna drop man.. at least this joke cheer me up for almost and hr pluz la.. got there as usual.. i rot there duno any1 there i can just sit or stand alone there lolz.. then star idol de ppl came in.. haiz.. all go chase them i go see see lo.. after tat they went down and we went down too after a while sugie came out every1 rush to him.. but anyway he sign all the board la.. lolz.. okie then i take a bus home lo.. cos duno they goin whr.. very long still haben settle so i decided to go home first la.. ok long long entry end here le..

| a simple day. 6:25 PM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

muahaha.. i am back from some places.. lolz.. did not slp last night.. went to explore places lo..ppl were drunk.. i am not lolz.. cos i did not drink much.. as i duno wat will happen if i get drunk muahaha... duno la.. yesterday ok lo..i also had my mood swing tat is damn extreme but it was ok later on.. lolz.. thx to some buddy la.. hehex.. enjoy the day.. its been month since i ever ton through the night.. every1 was tired the next morning i did not even get any slp lolz.. was playin with the radio then find ppl talk then so on and so forth.. hahaha.. take a cab home early in the morning.. reach home change a clothes then hehex.. slp slp slp liao.. muahaha.. then slp untill 2pm like tat my mum talk to me then wake up liao.. then do some online stuff as usual lo.. this time i had make a wallpaper/back ground tat is so damn nice i like it very much at least haha.. but anyway.. i am goin back to slp.. oh ya.. b4 i slp.. i had dye my hair yesterday wor.. i tell my mum i got dye she say whr got diff i also think so.. but this early morning see the mirror like hab lei.. hm.. anyway.. my hair is dye lolz.. tat is wat matters gona cut my hair real soon lo.. so look ouy for my new appearence haha..dun think there will be much of diff la.. haha.. slp slp slp~

| a simple day. 4:42 PM
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done by me.. lolz..

| a simple day. 6:34 AM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

lolz.. ok I YI HUI HEREBY ANNOUCE N LEVEL IS OVER PEEPO!!! ITS PARTY TIME!! mauhaha~peepo any1 is interested in goin to play an hour of pool plz plz contact me.. cos my hand is itching for pool lolz.. then any1 wanna go for some movie stuff find me.. but hope i got the cash la.. okie.. hm... today is really the last paper so now is relaxing time before the result is out... haiz.. so any way just party all the way and find some job and get some stuff done... earn some bucks to buy some stuff and so.. lolz.. really broke.. maybe cos i eat too much stuff spent all my $$ on food lolz.. and some cab fare haiz.. no matter wat I NEED A JOB!!! lolz.. sianz la.. haiyo.. but anyway.. get back to my topic pool i wanna play but not swimming pool la.. lolz..for ppl only above the age of 16 tat kind of pool... so rosalind tan cannot play lolz.. heng her com spoilt lolz.. or she will know i suan her in my blog.. today after sch eat lunch at sch chit chat then crap lo.. haiz.. so bored... i am findin for job like ant in a hot pan.. lolz.. ah~ i duno la.. now all i need now is......................... SLEEP.. i am goin to hibernate for some hours liao.. cos just now i only got less less time of sleeping *yawn* but dun think any1 reading my blog lolz.. so i can any how type all the thing i feel now.. i now very VERY GOOD AS EXAM IS OVER HAHA.. siao char bo!!!

| a simple day. 12:52 PM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005

YEAH its finally end of the N lvl exam duno if i will do well but i tried my best now everything i will leave it to god to decide bax.. now no matter wat i say or do also cannot change any stuff lo.. so lets by gones be by gones la.. today i finish my so called last paper le.. but think i goin to study D&T only if i am not tired on monday haha.. but anyway i study also fail dun study also fail.. so how?? haiz.. i duno la.. let my mood decide all the stuff liao.. today is a tiring day lo.. tmr then i got lots of thing to do.. suddenly feel like drinking.. cos i like the kick only lolz.. then feel like playin pool cos i very bored then hor.. feel like eatin stuff but i damn full lei.. how?? seems like i goin insane lo.. haha.. but anyway.. today done lots of suff.. and suddenly i from a low profile person to a suddenly high profile person lolz.. right ruiling?? cos of some 1 lo.. now think got some ppl see me will stare at me like wat ppl doin lolz.. haiz.. so sianz.. i duno doin wat stuff lei.. but the first crush the movie is super duper nice wor.. haiz..ah~ i goin mad le.. duno y but any way I CAN GO WATCH SUPERFUNKIES LE.. finally... yea~~

| a simple day. 1:12 AM
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