A BloG Of SoRRows

Thursday, September 15, 2005

just got back from the hospital.. seems like fear is all over me.. when i just reach the hospital my grandma is sleeping.. then my mum wake her up.. to eat the bird nest tat she has prepare for her.. she wake up and seems tired had quite a hard time sitting up.. as she wants to eat the bird nest tat is her favourite.. she loves bird nest.. no matter how sick she is she can finish a bowl of bird nest.. like usual she had finish all her bird nest.. when maid is feeding her bird nest she did not open her eye.. she just eat.. as the spoon is deliver to her mouth.. after finishing she had lie down on the bed again.. but feeling like her chest is very tight.. so the maid went to call for the nurse.. she came over to check on my grandma after checking she say everything is alright.. she say " maybe becos she had just finish her meal dun let her lie down straightly" then was like ok.. we went off.. the moment when we r stepping out the granny opposite my grandma's bed had call for my mum.. she tell's her tat last night my grandma is calling like some thing is taking her away.. she is calling for help..she says tat her calling is very weird and scary and call us to take good care of her.. from tat moment onwards fear and worried is the only thing i can feel.. duno why.. from the moment she eat her medicine i feel kind of weird.. seems like tear's is flowing out.. but after the granny opposite my grandma's bed had talk to my mum and uncle.. i feel fear and worry.. duno wat is happening.. all the thing i can think of is " granny u must hold on dun give up as lots of us will be praying for u" every1 is now worried afraid tat she might leave us any min.. ah~ i duno la.. my mind is all confused.. all i can do now is *pray*

| a simple day. 8:44 PM
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