A BloG Of SoRRows

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

seems like its dayz seems i had updated my blog.. lately things have been affecting my mood.. not feeling quite well now.. hope i dun fall sick at this point of time.. its a crucial point now as it will decide whr i would go next year.. hopefully able to get into the class i wanna get in.. *pray hard* lately things have been goin on around me.. lots and lots.. but some r affecting me as much.. unable to express my self much lately.. some things is happening la.. haiz..lately seems like i dun behave like the normal me.. doin some stuff tat i would get a shock my self.. cannot control my self much.. so ppl sorry if i have affect u.. quite worried about my grandma.. but she is alright at the moment.. i hope she can get well real soon.. she had been admitted to this hospital for almost 2 week le.. my mum hab been travelling back and forth from there.. can see she is quite tired.. i will try my best to do things by my self so tat i can help her abit la.. lately there is this person tat talk lots about life.. i normally do tat also.. but this time this person is more experience than me.. and also able to analyze about life better than me.. tat is of course as i am still young but wat he say is very true able to talk much about life and how and wat is the aimz of a personz life and wat expect about a life and many more.. if only i could find a aim for my life it would be easier for me.. haiz.. thinkin about life.. my life is a failure.. can't even meet the standard tat my parent had set haiz.. some time i feel like crying seeing my life is such a failure but wat i know is i must try hard to meet the expect of my parent so tat all their hard work will not go down the drain lo.. crapping much should stop here le wor.. night ppl..

| a simple day. 12:36 AM
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