A BloG Of SoRRows

Sunday, October 30, 2005

sad and shock after hearing e newz tat mrs devan iz goin to transfer to another sch.. thinkin back itz been monthz since i ever cry.. this time i had cry alot.. 1 of e reason is becos mrs devan is leaving.. another reason is becos i had bear with these tears for a long time also.. cos i had been troubled with lotz of stuff tat i did not tell any1.. tellin them is of no used.. all they care is them self also.. so watz e point.. i can take it all by my self.. i can control my self not to cry and this time.. this matter had really let me cry all the way.. she have been with us for 4 yearz and now she is transfering to another sch.. she promise us tat she will teach us next year.. can i ever trust wat ppl say? 天下没有不散的宴席 this line is very very true.. haiz.. with slight fever and cryin think my sickness is worsen.. haiz.. but i really hope tat we can all get together with her again.. for e last time.. whr we can bid her good bye.. maybe we would have a chance when we get our result bax..not sure if i gona get to sec 5 but the chances r not high.. haiz.. now my mind is like a blank piece of paper.. can't think of anything!! WHY!! WHY!! life is not something tat we can control right??? *cry*

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